asako's feelings

I didn't write blog for a long time, so today I want to write down all my feelings after my dear leave me ....
To my dear,
From the day that you leave , asako feel very sad and don't know what can I do. I still remember the first few weeks when i just simply eat some bread and biscuits to pass the days...I on my skype and msn almost 24 hours everyday so I can contact with dear and see him... I really really miss him ...
Dear, you know that I really cant lose you. I need you everyday ... I need your accompany , need your help, need your care. In my life I feel that the God treats me well by giving a nice dear to me. Thank You, God. I will never never regret that you become my dear, I am very happy that fate let us meet together. I need your shoulder,your hand , your hug your love. I need you to help me up from difficult positions.
I really feel lonely even if I have mz, sappire and viny (my 3 good friends) accompanying me. I hope that the person accompanying me now is my dear.I can't do anything because all the time I can only think of you. My tears keep dropping automatically because I can only look at you from webcam, album , our video ... I just can look for your image without touching you ...
Dear already leave me for 7 months but i still love you. I need you to tell me sweety "I love You" in front of me. I don't want to just talk on phone or online and hear the kiss sound only.... when this kind of life will end? By the way i still need to wait for 10 weeks and 4 days more . Whatever it takes I will wait for you to come back....all the things that I do for you is because I love u so much. in the future I need you to accompany me for all my life ... dear I love you....

Valentine

Ocean's apart


Waiting to see you


Wish to have the greatest moment with you


Want to share the colours of life with you


Happy Valentine my love


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